a glorious something

I feel so good. A little sad, but good. I have clarity, peace, and I finally let go. It wasn't easy. I loved. But I know that God has greater plans and things for me. I am excited to see how he will fufill the desires of my heart. He will.

For so long I was holding on, hoping, waiting, confused, defending, justifiying, playing it over in my mind, fooling myself. This is the truth. It wasn't meant to be. This dosen't mean that it wasn't beautiful, or that time it was wasn't some of the best of my life, it just means that it ends here. OOOhh I thought it would be different, but I am so filled with gratitude and thanfulness of how things played out. Thank you Jesus for your protection, even from things unseen. Thank you.

I'm moving on, and I'm not looking back.

Montreal is like a dream. I love it, I love my school, class, my teacher. I am loving this experience. It's the best place for me to be. My heart is full and thankful.

I just took a walk/run in the rain to buy some bagels from fairmount bagels. The best. I ate two. shhhhhhh! They are so tasty and my belly is full.

Thank you Jesus. You did restore. You are restoring, you are restoring my heart. I am becoming whole again, and more and more like who I was created to be.

Welcome back, Anita.

Here's to what is next, a glorious something.