Have you ever felt like the worst version of yourself? I feel like that X3, no X4. I had a bad day at work, I'm really tired, and tears are streaming down my face.
Why? May cow jai. Why is it getting harder? Adjusting to life here, I suck at it. I don't fit in, I feel like I have no life, no friends, and the worst part is, is that I'm choosing it to be this way. Even writing this out, I sound like a horrible selfish beast. I am so incredibly blessed, yet I am so unhappy.
I love travelling, going here and there, but I'm tired of it. I'm tired of doing this being alone. EVERYTHING I do, or see or experience, reminds me of my poor state.
Why?
It seems its been easy for you to move on.
I'm a mess, and I'm going to go drink some tea, no wine.
Love.
Create.
Inspire.
Be yourself.
Go ahead, try it...
Just my musings on life, beauty & simplicity. Read or don't read;
Create.
Inspire.
Be yourself.
Go ahead, try it...
Just my musings on life, beauty & simplicity. Read or don't read;
if anything take the time to enjoy an espresso, or a cup tea with someone you love.
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