Coffee, and more coffee. Don't get me wrong, I love coffee like a cactus loves the sun. I'm in transition and I feel like I live in a coffee shop, thats all. It's good, I'm thankful and grateful, and blessed. I made a decision last night, today that frees me. I'm choosing not to walk down a path, and I have peace. Some may think that I don't take chances or I'm choosing to live a mediocre life, but that's not it at all. I'm a free spirit, and I'm thankful and happy I know myself and I know what I can handle, not only handle, but I know what I need to live a balanced life. It's not fear, I know that I would do a kick ass job at it, I am doing a kick ass job at it. But I choose to live balanced, and live fully and care for myself and my family well. I wouldn't if I did this. It would consume me. I love that our creator God created us to rest and be fully vibrant. Cheers to that. Different circumstances, it would be different. I choose not to walk down this path and I couldn't be happier. But I'm learning and I'll keep learning and I have this time to embrace much and honestly, I 've been changed in the greatest way. I see things and people differently. I have the best husband and friend him in. He supports and loves and cheers me on. Life life, love deeply. and breathe.
